I don't know what to say, sometimes I'm so happy, sometime I'm kind of depress... I don't know what's stopping me to go on...
I got over Carlos, I just remember him like a good moment forgeting anything that he could hurt to me.. "Write in rock the good times, write in sand the bad moments.."
I'm finally kind of independent from my parents, they respect my point of view, my financial independence...
My sexual preferences are kind of undeterminated, by now, I just know that I'm myself.. I do want to have a family in the future.. but sometimes I like some guys... I dunno... Even so, I don't think too much about it... I guess It'd solve by itself.
So, I don't know what is the thing that is stopping me... I feel kind of "in the middle of nowhere"...
See you later!
This week will finish fine, I had a feeling...
=Going through emotions, lossing all my drive, I can't even see, if this is really me, but I just want to be... ALIVE!=
Monday, June 19, 2006
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Tuesday 13th...
Hi! Because now I have ( or I think I have ) a new friend from East of Europe, I'll write my blog in English, moreover, more people could understand what I want to express. :D
Well, I don't know exactly why, but a lot of people says that the real kabalistic day is Tuesday 13th , and everyone thinks that's Friday 13th. I just didn't believe that, I just thought about those days, just like any other day...
But I did get wrong! I just had the most wonderful day on the Tuesday 13th!
I was kind of depressed these days and I really didn't know why... but since yesterday I feel great!
First of all, I finished to clean my quartz(a stone that the legend says that it's holy water from God turned into stone, the quartz has to be cleaned to erase the feelings that it had absorbed). But when I started to clean it, I didn't realize that it'll finish on the day 13th, and had passed a Full Moon, which brings more luck!
Then I received a lot of calls asking for a job, (due to I work in Herbalife I need new people to become distribuitor) and I kept one! (Stadistics show that you only get 1 from 10, but I got 1 from 2 who assisted to the interview, evenmore! today I got 5 from 5!).
And getting my day over.. I met a REALLY handsome and good looking guy... Jivko
I had to admit, that he's a model from a page on the internet, and I payed to him, but he was SO NICE, even he offers to me to be in contact.. and I loved that. Evenmore, due to his looking alike the person I wished the most... the "Ingeniero Lozano" (Mr.Lozano, in Spanish we use to use the title from our careers, in this case... Engineer)
Even so.. I don't think this guy it's exactly like him, but he seems very nice and talkative, I wish I could make a friendship with him, besides his work. Moreover, we are in very different places in the world, but you never know, maybe some day he could come to Mexico and I'll recieve him like an old friend, or maybe I could travel around the world and pass by where he's living.... Call me "Dreamer" but anything is possible.
Well, for now it's all I have to say, but I feel really great! Thanks Jivko, you made my day SO SPECIAL.
Well, see you later fellas!
Take care!
Blessings!
Luis Reyes
Well, I don't know exactly why, but a lot of people says that the real kabalistic day is Tuesday 13th , and everyone thinks that's Friday 13th. I just didn't believe that, I just thought about those days, just like any other day...
But I did get wrong! I just had the most wonderful day on the Tuesday 13th!
I was kind of depressed these days and I really didn't know why... but since yesterday I feel great!
First of all, I finished to clean my quartz(a stone that the legend says that it's holy water from God turned into stone, the quartz has to be cleaned to erase the feelings that it had absorbed). But when I started to clean it, I didn't realize that it'll finish on the day 13th, and had passed a Full Moon, which brings more luck!
Then I received a lot of calls asking for a job, (due to I work in Herbalife I need new people to become distribuitor) and I kept one! (Stadistics show that you only get 1 from 10, but I got 1 from 2 who assisted to the interview, evenmore! today I got 5 from 5!).
And getting my day over.. I met a REALLY handsome and good looking guy... Jivko
I had to admit, that he's a model from a page on the internet, and I payed to him, but he was SO NICE, even he offers to me to be in contact.. and I loved that. Evenmore, due to his looking alike the person I wished the most... the "Ingeniero Lozano" (Mr.Lozano, in Spanish we use to use the title from our careers, in this case... Engineer)
Even so.. I don't think this guy it's exactly like him, but he seems very nice and talkative, I wish I could make a friendship with him, besides his work. Moreover, we are in very different places in the world, but you never know, maybe some day he could come to Mexico and I'll recieve him like an old friend, or maybe I could travel around the world and pass by where he's living.... Call me "Dreamer" but anything is possible.
Well, for now it's all I have to say, but I feel really great! Thanks Jivko, you made my day SO SPECIAL.
Well, see you later fellas!
Take care!
Blessings!
Luis Reyes
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