Partiallly controlled...

I had not wirten about him, because he was the cause of my conmotion, but I had to tell you all, that I had found someone to I'm happy to had met.

We are alike but we are different, that's the exciting about this. I'm very serious, he's very expressive, I'm focused, he seems to be in somewhere's else (only appear).

From the February 1st that I met him until now I had grown up a lot. I had going trough many emotions that I did ignore for avoiding to feel.

I don't know if is him the one who causes this, or it's my excitement for meeting someone like him. I'm going to take it easy (at least I'm going to try it :P) , because that's the way it should be.

I'm going trough my emotions, feeling every one of them.
I'm happy with that.

See you fellas!
Blessings!

Looking for the right emotion....

Sometimes, when you're unsure about what your feel, could be dangerous... At least for me...

This week was and emotional storm that pass through happiness to saddness and begin again :S.

I wish I could have a rigth emotion, a constant spirit...

See ya

Another Round!

Yes, my doubts has come again...

I felt again in middle of nothing... and I want to be in the middle, but that's almost imposible...

This emotion came back due to I found someone who is georgeous, and he looked at me! I become so excitating! But I precipitated myself... at least, because I just saw him 1 time and something happened... but, there's nothing secure yet..

I guess this was just an excuse to detonate all the things that I was keeping... To fight again with my parents and try to clarify everything, but we came back to the same.

Back to the reality... After I met this guy, and even before, I realized that he likes to talk a lot (I like that), about his life, what he does, and everything... but he ask to me very little, I don't even remember if he had asked me something... :-S .

I don't know, maybe he's in that way... but I feel concerned due that.

In other hand, a little girl that I'm talking for a little while... she is very attentive about myself... I like her, but the times that I invited her to go out, always had some inconvenient for go out... I don't know if those are for real, or not. But I like that she cares.

I apologize myself to all the customers that I attend yesterday, because I did not was in my best shape.

Well, see you fellas...
I hope you're doing better!

Happy Candlemas!!!

P.S. Thanx to Sandra, Gloria & Jonathan for be there... I meant to much to me... Thanx