Finally... I'm calm down...

Well, my life it's getting better...

I finally got control on myself, I feel relief... like everything just pass on...

On my job, as an Herbalife Distribuitor, it's getting better, due to my solid organization that I created, now I have to create another one like that one... But now, I know how to do it... I'm one of the lucky persons that could have the pleasure to assist to the "Extravaganza Mexicana" in Mexico city, the ticket sold out, that's why I'm so lucky...

On my studies, I finally got the Engineering degree, oficially, so no one could get me away that pleasure :). In other hand I'll start my Japanese classes for taking the Japanese Proficiency Test on December...it's just on Saturday's afternoons, so I will have no trouble to attend to them.

On my emotions, I getting better, I had to decide to be in one side, I couldn't stay as bisexual forever, I though I could, but I cannot, it carries many troubles... So I decide to go straight.. I got to confess I have already some "gay attitude" but mainly when I go out with my gay friends, so, I don't see any trouble by now, later maybe they got appart because most of them are heterofobic (the opposite of homofobic :S). But my true friends will stay with me for who I am, and not for my sexual preferences...

So nowadays I'm calm down and getting better :).
See you
Blessings!

=私の世界、夢と恋と不安で出来てる=
My world　is made of dreams, love, and worries.

Interlude....

A long time a go that I didn't write in my blog... the truth is that I didn't feel to do it.. or I didn't want to... maybe both of them

Well, I'm still working as a Herbalife Independent Distribuitor, helping people to chance their lives... Everything fine about that, but about office's relationships was kind of hard, the worst was I haven't done anything... but when are trouble in the office it affect to all of us.

The main problem was the lack of communication among the partners, and it's very important that if you share an office, you also have to share ALL the information of
how handle each one his/her system for avoid missunderstandings, but thanks God, the trouble is over...

About myself, well I fell like in an interlude... shomehow like waiting for something to happen to go back to the action, something that makes me feel to fight again for I believe. My main trouble is that I feel like everything is easy and I hold over the task untill the deadline.

About my emotions, nowadays I feel just great alone... I got time to myself, I'm not so sure what I want, but I want to change, I don't want the same thing... That's why I got a little distants from all I used to hang on... I don't feel in my enviroment, I feel like overwhelming... I can't see my future in a gay life...

I felt it, that you have the power to choose... This subject is to controversial, but it's what I think.

See you!
Blessings!

= ¿Y dónde quedó ese botón que lleva a la felicidad? =