Why?

Why we use to make a storm in a glass of water?

Why we take many things so emotional?

Why I can't forget it?

Why I desire something that I cannot have, something that cannot be?

I wish I could start all over again...

I want to be selfish, and forget about everyone and everything...
If I could, I'll erase also all I know...

I really want to start over... My heart is so confused and somekind damaged...

I know, someday I'll get over it... but in the moment is painful.

Something big had changed...

Well, the life turns up-side down several times.... I guess this time was up to me do the same...

I felt kind of concern due to I liked a lot be a part of a company like Herbalife (I still am...) but because some little troubles with my organization and with myself.... I decided to work in a regular job...

So.... I searched for jobs in around a week, due to my studies and that I can speak English and some Japanese living in Mexico, it wasn't too hard to find a job quickly....

It's a job kind of easy... due to main thing to do is attend CEMEX costumers in the software & hardware area... that's something that I'm used to do with all the family :P ... the only different is that this job will pay :D.

The enviroment is very healthy, a lot of young adults (like me :) ) working in a good way, chatting and helping among them. This is not stressful for me... because the main job I got to do is help people by telephone, arrive on time and attend to some courses... (compared with be your own chief... this is a piece of cake...).

I don't know how long I'm gonna be there, I hope long enough to put my life in order... I want to start over... I feel that this is a good way to...

So, see you later ! (if anyone is reading...)
Blessings!

And Happy Holidays!!!
(Happy Hanuka, Merry Yule, Merry Christmas!!!)

= When you're feeling under pressure, something it's on your mind... =

P.S. Happy Birthday Lozano-san, and Fercho-kun!!! Fercho your party ruled!