Saturday, November 11, 2006

When you fail to someone that you care about ...

Today, was awesome, but at the same time sorrowful...

Today I had a meeting of Herbalife, the company that I work as an Independent Distribuitor... but at the same day I had a Written Japanese Test (kanken).

Normaly, for the meeting you need tickets to pass, but they ask for them until noon, so due to my Japanese test, I stay up late a day before and planned to arrive a little late for the meeting (10am).

But this time, the company asked for the tickets from the beginning!!! And even worse... I had the tickets of some distribuitors that works with me...

I really failed to them, I couldn't expect that kind of changes...
So they enter late, and couldn't have good seats... I felt really awful, I felt like I failed to them... and I guess that is some of the worst feelings that I have felt in my live....

I have to support them, to help them in anything that they need, and now I failed... maybe I'm overreacting, but they also make me to feel like that, maybe unconsciusly... but still hurts...

Yes.. indeed I cried, but I guess is not so fair.. I've tried to be the best I can, and they can't understand a little what I passed through... I don't know, sometimes we can't see our own mistakes...

I won't be overconfident for the next time... or I'll pass on the charge if it's necessary...

= Everybody hurts... sometime... =

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